different way

final exam udah selese,
nilai udah ada yang keluar..
dan..
you guess what..
nilainy sekarang udah pake pake + segala..
jadi kalo mau dapetin nilai b itu harus langkahin dulu mayatny s c+..
dan gue salah satu dari beberapa mahasiswa yang stuck d c+...
gue dapet nilai b baru sebiji..
and i hope tomorrow will be B or A day's for me..
i'm too exhausted to get C or C+ or wathever it's called..
it's just seems unfair..
when i try to make it better which is i read all of my note and my book..
it's seems i have to do harder and harder..
but i hope it will be B or A days for me tomorrow..
i really beg for that..

ok,
lets leave it for tomorrow right..

and..
on this week,
i had a 2 greatest vacations i've ever had..
me, and a couples close friend went to beurayeung..
it's not a fancy vacation..
it's just cost Rp.5000 when you get in,
how cheap is that right?
i can't explain the details

and the secont trip is yesterday..
we went to lhong's waterfall which is must be the long way trip..
we just have to across 2 of hills..
and guess what..
we just got there by motorcycle..
and don't asking how long it takes to got there..
i just closed my eyes when i sit behind a friend of mine..
and voila, we got there..
but it's not that easier as i thought..
there is some problem happens.
but we can trouugh all of these stuff..

and todaaaaaay..
i got my self like a loser when i get 3 C on my result of my final exam..
i almost cry..
but that not happening..

just because i'm losing, doesn't mean i'm lost. doesn't mean i'll stop, doesn't mean i'm in a cross.just because i'm hurting, doesn't mean i'm hurt, doesn't mean i didn't get what i deserve. No better and no worse. i just got lost, every river that i've tried to cross
and every door i ever tried was locked. and i'm just waiting 'till the shine wears off. you might be a big fish, in a little pond, doesn't mean you've won, 'cause along may come, a bigger one.

that's it..

and this evening,
when i have lunch with rahmi, tiara, deby and kiki at some padang's restaurant. we have luch at 04.00 pm..
at least it's not lunch anymore..
but who cares, we are starving..
that's not the point.
when i just had lunch..
someone's coming and sit next to our desk..
and i'm impressed of him by the way..
yeah..
he is extremly good looking..
oh god i just can't imagine what happens if we met again..
and now i just can find my self smiling like an idiot person..
and then i absolutely yelling about these kind of guy to rahmi..
she can't hold her breath when i talk about this kind of guy over and over..

and finally, when i wrote about this,,
i just can't stop smiling and imagine his face..
hah!
it's sooooooooooooo not me..

so, sorry if the grammar is messy...
i just want to wrote my blog in different way toninght..
haaaaaaaaaaaaa...
i'm dying wait for tomorrow..

kalo grammar kaco mhon maap ye,
abis final gue banyakan nonton pelem barat which is buat gue jadi ke bule bule an gitu bahasany*tapi ga tersalurkan*

and the end of the line,
seperti biasa..
gue mau bilang..
smell you later..
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